Date : Friday, November 27, 2009
i never really believed a word you said
cos i felt they were lies
i shouldn't even be there at first,cos somehow there's a person in your life & my gut feelings said its true
i don't know why,but this feeling is slowly drowning me down
you said u were going to call,believe it or not,i waited
but no,that wasn't even a text,what's more a call
you went away
leaving me thinking
what was your intention really
i know i showed no interest
but actual fact,i was already trying to get to know u better
there's already a girl
in the first place,why did you tell me there wasn't
don't cheat my feelings
they are fragile mind you
i had to go through this phase of life again
the phase which one wouldn't want to be in
if in the first place u know your impatient, why bother telling me you are willing to wait
one moment i know u were there,by the side waiting for me
waiting for me to get over the fear
the fear which i myself wants to get over with
if you think its easy for me to believe in myself,its not
i wanted to see if u could wait
but somehow,i know you can't
it thanks to the human mankind like you that made me lose the self esteem in me
saying things that one shouldn't say, doing things to please a person, when all in all,they don't mean it
i know i look tough but actual fact is that,
i'm fragile ,i'm damn fragile
please dont ask,please don't probe.. i really don't feel there's a need to say much anymore...
Baby,top. || 12:16 AM